Bachelor…Michelle gone…

Bachelor Update
Brad is just boring to me.
But wow…he flat out told Emily, he’s taking her home on their date. Actually not really a total surprise because we’ve known how much he has liked her. I just feel like she’s not going to win…(also because I’ve heard she might be the next Bachelorette). So something’s going to have to go wrong. I really like her though.
Chantal N looks pretty fun actually. Liking her more and more. She doesn’t rip on the other girls all the time, and she’s not always freaking out and crying.
I would have felt really bad if Brit didn’t at least get the one on one. I was so sad that he sent her home early even though he wasn’t supposed to! At least he was being honest I guess. I love how Michelle sits there and tries to pretend she cares. But P.S. she has such a cute body! At least she has that going for her.
Bahahahah that’s all I can say about the photo shoot. O dear. I was so pissed he gave Ashley the rose though. I wanted her to go home so bad! ugh. I don’t know why he likes her. And I’m so sick of Chantal O crying about him not picking her. He keeps giving you roses, obviously he’s picking you. Freaking just send her home! I think last week was the only time she didn’t say that too him and it’s because she got a rose on her one on one.
I think I would have like Ashley H and Chantal O to go home, but o well. I didn’t care that much about Brit so I guess it doesn’t matter. I really just like Michelle for the entertainment value though. She didn’t say a word. Guess its kind of smart, because most of the girls look so stupid, but I was just hoping she would go out with a bang. I wonder if the show will just be boring now. It’ll probably just be Ashley annoying me and Chantal O crying all the time.
Quotes from tonight:

“Kissing in the rain is very very romantic” – Brad

“Brad and Brit are apparently going to be setting sail on the sea of love, but I think there is a good chance that their ship will go down” – Michelle

“Truely, you’re gonna use the yacht for Brit? Seems like a waste of a one on one if you ask me” – Michelle

“Brit and Brad…although it sounds really cute…not only do I not see them getting married, I don’t even if I even see them friending each other on facebook.” – Michelle

“I need to get over my fears and just do it for the relationship.” – Brit…about cliff jumping

“Life would be a lot better without Michelle around” – Chantal O

“When Brit and I were sitting on the little bay, we were asking all the right questions, we were having a great conversation, no doubt about it…but I was looking around we’re in the most romantic setting in the entire world and I don’t have that urge to just grab her and kiss her.” – Brad

“I feel like a fat lard.” – Chantal O

“I mean I am in love with this guy and I’m having to watch him roll in the sand and have another girl kissing on him. It’s brutual.” – Chantal O

“today’s group date is not going well. not nearly as i had planned and i’m to blame for that. michelle got a little aggressive but i also got caught up in it. there are two other women on this date. i could see the hurt all over their faces. i think kissing michelle went a little bit too far. i put myself in hot water here. the day’s not even half way over. I don’t know what to expect at the pool party. I want to calm every one down. I think the damage is done. Something is telling me that the day is going to get worse and not better. – Brad

“I just feel like if you can’t choose me over one out of three girls, then just send me home. It’s not like its who put themselves out their the most. It’s who do you want to go home and meet their family.” –

Chantal O

“I really wanted to talk to him. If I go home tonight I’m gonna be f-ing pissed.” – Michelle

“I’m scared out of my mind….there’s just so much confusion and turmoil within myself right now. I’m scared to death to face Brad tonight…I feel like I’m going home.” – Chantal O

“Can I have your hand or not a chance?” – Brad

“Ummm probably not.” – Michelle

“Saying goodbye to Michelle is extremely bittersweet for me. I have an intense physical attraction to her, but that would have worn off. And then her intensity and the way we kept butting heads a little bit, that would have become a volatile relationship very quickly. So I was very confident in telling Michelle goodbye.” – Brad

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Jennifer Aniston

Chick Crush Day 4
Jennifer Aniston
One of my all time favorites. She’s funny, she’s gorgeous, and she’s successful. I just saw “Just Go with It”. So funny. I recommend it, and I usually don’t like movies with Adam Sandler in it. One of the reasons I probably liked it was because of her. They didn’t have the typical Adam Sandler crew, but anyway, she was really good in it. Plus she looks amazing still. Why wouldn’t anyone love Rachel? Friends will always be one of my favorite shows, and I will go see any movie with Jennifer in it. I think she’s beautiful!


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Happy V Day

Happy Valentine’s Day!!!

XVII (I do not love you…)

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

– Pablo Neruda

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Rachel Bilson

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Rachel Bilson
I’ve loved her since she was on the O.C. when I was in high school. I think she’s cute and has great style and I love her hair. She is always voted best dressed in magazines, and had a guest spot in one of them for a while. I wish she would get on a tv show again or something!

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Man Cave

We were dying when we saw this…Jake literally stopped in his tracks and was like ohmigosh…wth.
So I made him sit there and take a picture. What is that guy doing with that dog? It looks slightly inappropriate. Anway, I was thinking Jake could decorate his man cave like this. Hahahahaha. I’m so mean.

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Just thought I’d post some photos from my activities lately.
These are from when we went up to Park City for the last night of the Sundance Film Festival. We went to Harryos and saw Method Man.

Jenn Barich came in from San Francisco for work so we went out in Salt Lake for the night…this is my 90 year old boyfriend who asked me to dance…awesome. lol.

Jake and I took Kale to that new place at Riverwoods that has the Surf Wave and stuff…well this is me trying to teach Kale how to bowl on the little kids bowling lane. I think I was trying to say good job and he was just sitting there staring….he got it later. He was actually really good. It was fun too…I recommend going there.
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Mila Kunis

Chick Crush Day 2

Mila Kunis

“I’m not famous…at best I’m recognizable.” – That’s how she describes herself in Febuary’s Comso. I thought that was kind of funny. I think she’s gorgeous! Apparently she also loves Star Trek and she’s a total nerd. haha. She left the Ukraine at age 7 and started doing commercials at age 9. She lied about her age when she was 14, so she could be on That 70’s Show, which she was on for 8 years. Anyway, she’s on my list because I love her movies lately and like I said I think she’s beautiful. I’d love to look like her any day!

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Erin Heatherton

Chick Crush Day 1
Erin Heatherton
I’ve talked about Erin before, so she may seem familar. Or maybe because she’s a 5’11” Victoria Secret Model from IL. She is only 21. She started walking for DVF, but has modeled for tons of designers. I think she’s seriously one of their cutest models, and as I’ve said before, my inspiration to go to the gym!

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